Tuesday, october 15th, my grandpa passed away. Pagi-pagi jam 6 di bangunin secara tiba-tiba sama mamah dan ngasih tau kalau aki udah gak ada, bangun saya langsung cek ke kamar aki. Aki berbaring di kasurnya, wajahnya pucat sekali. Honestly saya sempat mikir kalau aki bakal sampai umur seratusan, tapi aki meninggal di umur 89. It was an emotional day for my big family.
Malam-malam waktu pengajian keluarga, saya baca buku catatan aki. That makes me so sad and emotional. I cried. Bku catatan itu bikin saya sadar mungkin aku selama ini kesepian sampai nulis catatan sebanyak itu di buku yang udah sobek-sobek. Ngebayangin aki nulis buku catatan nya, gak ada temen buat ngobrol itu bikin sedih banget.
Sometimes I forget that he's not here anymore. Sometimes I still think that he's still there in his room.
I'm sorry aki, maafin kalau Iyang suka menghiraukan aki kalau aki bilang aki lemes, suka pura-pura gak denger kalau aki manggil, atau kadang suka teriak-teriak ke aki. I wish I could treat you better when you still here. Good bye aki. I love you, we love you. Wish you always happy there. Farewell...
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